One thing you might not know about me is that in addition to being an unpaid intern for a coffee company, I also have a day job, which is writing books.
Last night, the stars of the Turtles All the Way Down movie (Cree Cicchino, Isabela Merced, Judy Reyes, and Felix Mallard) saw it for the first time, and seeing their faces in the minutes after it finished was just so wondrous and joyful. They were smiling and crying, and I got to thank them for pouring so much of their talent and their soulstuff into this little movie, and it was just the best feeling.
Like, I tend toward introversion. I spend at least 10 hours a day alone, and have for almost my entire adult life. But even so, everything is a collaboration. Books are a collaboration with editors and designers and above all readers. Movies are a sprawling collaboration with hundreds of people, from accountants to caterers to actors. And coffee companies are a collaboration–with farmers, with roasters, and with the team at dftba.com.
There is fulfillment for me in work itself, in the private and interior work of trying to understand what I want to say and how I want to say it. But the real joy for me is always in the collaboration, in the making of stuff together, in coming together with people to turn your love and effort in the same direction so that together you might do what alone would be impossible.